They are soooo cute in person! Like, I couldn’t believe how good they looked in person. Like, seriously, oh my god. Okay, I’m not this kind of girl usually, but seriously, Ryouga had such a good face… I don’t know, I can’t say this without sounding fan girlish.

And…

And…

Ryouga told me my eyes are pretty. Okay.

And IV wouldn’t let go of our hands… my sister and my host sister’s hands. It was weird. I had to literally pry it away from him. Like, seriously, why would he think I wanted him to do that? Do Japanese girls like to awkwardly tear themselves away from men? Like, no dig on Japanese girls, I just don’t understand. Also, he kept touching the tattoo on my arm. He didn’t ask, he just did it.

When I spoke to them in Japanese, they tried to speak to me in English. I had a whole thing planned out to say to them, and all that came out was… “uhhh…. america jin des. ” and Shin said “I know.” Then I said, “uhhh, america ni kitte koudasai.”

And when I went up to Reno apparently I looked very flushed because he said, “Relax.” In English. The only thing that came out of my mouth was, “uhhh, okay, you are so cute, okay.” I didn’t say it like “oh you’re so attractive lets bone” I promise. Apparently he told my host sister that we were cute. I think maybe he means, “oh, how cute,” not “want,” or at least that’s what I hope he meant because I’m like 75% sure all men have herpes so he’d have to pass some sort of test, okay? Okay?

I don’t know if I even said anything to Ko-ki. I don’t know, he didn’t make much of an impression on me. I told him I was American, but I don’t know if he said anything. He looked really cute, though.

Oh, and all this happened in like 45 seconds.

I sound like such a dork because this was my first band event in Japan and I was excited, okay?????

I wanted to go to their signing, but I don’t think I could have gotten tickets and I needed to be back in Seta by 11.

Okay, but seriously… they look pretty similar to their pictures and I was shocked. When I saw Born and Sadie they looked nothing like their pictures and I awkwardly couldn’t tell which was which.

I almost tagged this as Vivid, but then I thought maybe no one would care.